Unbearable Agony: My Struggle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition often begin with severe discomfort behind a single eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre remedies for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy only. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a